3,4,5,6 - Oops....

     Hey guys, I know I said I wouldn't miss a day but the last four days have been super hectic. My brother finally left to California on Monday. Tuesday, I did some cleaning up around the house & ran some errands. Wednesday, I had to go up to my school and do some paperwork & well, that just left today for it to be a relax and stress free day. My school is beginning to irk my soul. They always have me doing the run around for no reason at all. Tomorrow, I have to go to some workshop on how to stay successful in college apparently since I decided to take a ONE semester off. I didn't know taking a break was detrimental to my future endeavors. Any-who, my brother lifted and the house got much quieter. Even though he wasn't much of a talker either the house just feels empty without his presence. As much as he got on my last nerve I do wanna say I miss him already, but I'll be bothering him in Oakland pretty soon. I've been stressed but I've managed to get through everything slowly but surely. Now I just lay on my bed, typing to you guys to see how you're doing. If there's anyone out there. Maybe I'm just talking to myself, who knows......

2 - Almost Forgot To Post

     Hey guys, sorry for posting so late. Today's just been a very hectic & family filled day. My brother is leaving tomorrow to Oakland, California so today we had a family day just to bond & spend some quality time before he leaves. Overall I had a great time, there were ups & downs because my family can get a little heated at times with our completely opposite personalities. We had a nice dinner - compliments to the chef (My mother) - she never fails to make a great meal at times like these. I can honestly say I'm going to miss my brother although I know once he's settled I'm welcomed to come and pay a visit. I'm laying down in my room now, it's 11:59 P.M. So I guess I should press the publish button before midnight hits. Love you guys. Talk to you later.

1 - Haven't Posted in A While

     So it's been 3+ years since I've posted on here but I've vowed as a New Years Resolution that once I've posted here I wouldn't miss a day. Well it just so happens that today will be day one. You guys haven't really missed much of my life anyways. I moved to New York, graduated high school, enrolled in college & I'm now in my second year. College is ok, not much of what I thought it up to be, but maybe that's because I'm only in a community college. It pretty much just feels like 13th grade. I made a couple friends & lost a few. Today, my whole family is here to spend some quality time since my brother is moving to California on Monday. In a way I'll miss him but I think we'll develop a better relationship from afar. My personal life has been blah. Nothing too grand, but nothing well too boring. I am somewhat in a relationship but it's more of a difficult relationship from afar. The guy I'm dating is amazing I just wish the distance never existed. My life has been pretty average, I have to start getting out more and get myself more open to meeting random people & presenting myself in a way that's more interesting and intriguing. I am however in the process of starting a YouTube page so I'm pretty excited about that. My mother purchased me a new camera to vlog & record videos on. I just have start brainstorming new ideas. Hopefully I can make something out of it & actually have a career that I enjoy. Well, that's it for today. I hope you guys enjoyed our little catch up. If you want to keep up with me more here are all of my links to my social networks:

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Justin Bieber Fever .

Justin Bieber is the true definition of a YouTube singing success story . In early 2007 , when he was only twelve, Bieber sang Ne-Yo's "So Sick" for a local singing contest in Stratford, CT and placed second overall . Bieber's mother posted a video of her son's performance on YouTube for their family and friends to see . The video got more views from people more than their own family . She realized that people loved what they were seeing so she continued to upload videos of Bieber singing covers of various R&B songs such as , Alicia Keys' "Fallin" Aretha Franklin's "Respect" & Elliott Yamin's "Wait For You" . Bieber's popularity grew more and more as each video was uploaded . One day while searching for videos of a different indie singer , Scooter Braun , a former marketing executive of So So Def, clicked on one of Bieber's 2007 videos by accident . Impressed with what he saw , Braun tracked down the theater Bieber was performing in , located Bieber's school , and finally contacted Bieber's mother . Bieber's mother reluctantly permitted Braun to fly out her son to Atlanta, GA to record some demo tape . Upon arriving in Georgia , Braun had Justin sing for R&B singer/songwriter Usher Raymond . Usher immediately signed Bieber to Raymond Braun Media Group (RBMG) , a joint venture between Scooter Braun & Usher Raymond . Usher then arranged an audition with Antonio L.A. Reid of Island Def Jam Music Group , who signed Justin to Island Records in October 2008 resulting in a 50/50 joint venture between RBMG and Island Records . At that point, Justin Bieber and his mother moved to Atlanta, Georgia . He released his first hit single "One Time" which landed on reached number 12 on the Canadian Hot 100 during its first week of release in July 2009 and later peaked at number 17 on the Billboard Hot 100 . Bieber's first album "My World" was released on November 17th, 2009 . 3 singles were released off of the album "One Less Lonely Girl" , "Love Me" , and "Favorite Girl" . They all reached the Top 40 of the Billboard 100 within the 2nd week of the release date . For Bieber only being 16 years old he has accomplished alot . He has been on almost every talk show on the earth . Shows such as , The Dome, YTV's The Next Star, The Today Show, The Wendy Williams Show, Lopez Tonight, The Ellen DeGeneres Show, It's On with Alexa Chung, Good Morning America, Chelsea Lately & BET's 106 & Park . With that aside Bieber has sung along side Stevie Wonder for President Obama & First Lady Michelle Obama at the White House for "Christmas in Washington", which aired December 20th, 2009 . Bieber also was one of the performers for "Dick Clark's New Year's Rockin' Eve with Ryan Seacrest . Bieber was a presenter at the 52nd Grammy Awards on January 31st, 2010 . However , the most special privilege Bieber has encountered thus far was him being asked to put some vocals down for the remake of Michael Jackson's "We Are The World" . That being said Bieber is slowing taking control of the music industry with everything from his perfectly brushed blonde hair to his disease of "Bieber Fever" which is slowly but surely spreading throughout the world . In my opinion Justin Bieber is someone to look out for in the music industry . Watch out fellow singer/songwriters , there's a new kid on the block !

Rihanna - Past, Present & Future

Robyn Rihanna Fenty - Recording Artist, songwriter & model was born in a little island called Barbados . So everyone's been waiting for me to do this post . Well it's finally done . Rihanna is in my opinion one of the best musical artists on this earth . Since day one I was always head over heels for this girl . From "Pon De Replay" to "Unfaithful" to "Take A Bow" to her latest & one of my favorite tracks "Russian Roulette" . Rihanna is a musical sensation that everyone craves for . She's been through alot of heartbreak and crazy incidents, but through it all it has made her a better person . She lets nothing stand in her way of what she wants and that's to be the best ! Despite all the drama with the domestic violence case regarding the confrontation with recording artist/actor Chris Brown, Rihanna has kept her head held high in the sky striving for all she can . She is an amazing artist as well as an amazing woman (although i'm not a big fan of her calling the police when the confrontation occurred). I mean c'mon people if she was really hood the bitch should've just beat the shit outta him and kept it going like every other woman does nowadays, but that's just me . To me Rihanna is a great human being, but she can be the biggest bitch when she has too . Despite all her flaws Rihanna is a very influential person if you are trying to get in the business . If you wanna be a sucessful businesswomen strive to follow the footsteps of Ms. Fenty

The Definition Of A Broken Down Young Man

Broken Down Young Man (noun) - A male human being who is well in tact with his emotions, has been through many things in his life that makes him as strong as a piece of titanium, and knows how to treat a woman, yet gets his heart broken repeatedly . He is always a man of his words , and knows how to present himself in any situation that is thrown his way . He is well-educated and knows when and where to be silly . He usually has had a very drastic event happen in his life that is life-changing . He is very romantic and cannot stand to see how certain girls present themselves . He WILL NOT EVER be seen with a whore-ish type of girl anywhere he goes . He is looking for a classy, decent, well-presented woman just like himself, but seems to start believing at one point in his life that God does not create those type of women anymore .

This Man is ME !

Onika Maraj

"Now all these bitches wanna try and be my bestie, but I take a left and leave 'em hangin' like a testis Trash talk to 'em, then I put 'em in a Hefty! Runnin' down the court I'm dunkin' on em' - Lisa Leslie ." Haha, this is my wife right here! Gimme any song of hers and I bet I know every single word! I live for Nicki Minaj! I hate the fact that people cannot get off the fact that Nicki Minaj is heavily influenced by Lil Kim. Haven't people heard of influencers? Like really people? Nicki has stated several times that she is hugely inspired by Lil Kim's work. I mean c'mon even if Lil Kim did do the whole Barbie thing, she's old news now. I think it's time for a new and improved Barbie. A well put together mass-produced international special edition Barbie.